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I resolve

More than a week of January has passed already. It's usually such a long (seeming) month that it's a blessing that a quarter of it has passed before I really noticed. The weather has been continually wet since the new year began, and I've been feeling rather under par since Christmas, so what outdoor exercise I've managed to get between showers has been welcome but short lived. I have, however, very much enjoyed catching many signs of an emerging spring - emerald spears of the early daffodil, crocus and snowdrop. Songbirds singing to ward off trespassers in their territory, and nest building. Buds on the hydrangea. All of these things help to lift my spirits. My mental health has not been good recently, so I've actively been thinking about what does bring me joy, and what brings the dark clouds into my life. I'm making lists. It's difficult to find any consistency when it comes to self care, it has to be worked at. And life has a tendency to poke a stick in ...

new year

So, 2017, what delights does she have in store? After the ‘couldn’t make it up’ events of last year I wouldn’t even hazard a guess. But I’m feeling quite relaxed about things. Throughout last year I felt pretty stressed about my writing - It’s taking too long, it should have been finished months ago, it’s a rubbish story and I’ve even written the rubbish badly - but I’ve decided on a calmer approach to my writing as a way forward. I’m going to take my time and do a thorough job, what’s the sense in rushing things and making mistakes? I want to find the fun again, I want to enjoy the process rather than resent it or be enslaved by it. So that’s my one and only resolution this year, relax and enjoy.